[[*happy three friends]]

Saturday, August 15, 2009

[[add on?]]

GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY.

YOU FUCKER JUST GO AWAY.

YOUR ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME.

I TELL YOU IM FINE ALREADY WHY YOU DUNNO HOW TO LISTEN.

FUCK.

IM FINE IM FINE IM FINE.

JUST PEACHY.

WHATS YOUR PROBLEM.

YOU HAVE NO PROBLEM AT ALL OKAY.

ITS ALL ON ME.

ALL ABOUT ME.

YAH, IM FUCKING SELF CENTRIC.

TOO BAD.

YOUR IN NO FAULT AT ALL.

ITS ALL LIFES FAULT.

ALL PART OF OUR DESIGN.

oh god. why do i sound like final destination?

fuck it.

screw it.

hmm....so i guess if this is designed for me? then its not time for me to go? so whether i try to die or not...it wont succeed, as long as its not in death's plan? oh shit what am i saying? i already tried that yesterday, and yes it wasnt my time to go..

i already determined that yesterday by trying .

hmm..

i shouldnt be doing this at all, this is wrong, so i shouldnt be undyming it either.

but then again, since this is all of life's design for me.

i shouldnt give a damn at all.

HAH.

I SHOULD JUST GET OUT OF THIS LANSHOP.

GET OUT.

GO ZOUK.

GET IN. PARTY. GET DRUNK. GET MY DRINK SPIKED.

AND WAKE UP IN SOME LOUSY HOTEL.

NAKED, WITH MY CLOTHES ALL STREWN OVER.

GET PREGNANT.

GIVE BIRTH AT AGE 14.

AND DIE.

HAH. maybe i wont even die, since its not my time to go.

i did some soul searching..

hmm..

stop fucking asking me how much they know.

even if i tell you.

what happened to me last night?

will you understand?

will you even bother?

i think not.

after ive done so much of thinkning..

ive just been here all along.

for your entertainment.

for your pleasure.

just like a toy to play with when your bored.

you tell me you cant be bothered to reply me at times.

then so be it.

because what good is it, if my only purpose of staying was just for your entertainment?

not even near friendship.

so stop acting.

just go away.

before i do something really drastic.

that both me and you will regret.

and dont you ever dare undermine me ever again.

i dont even know whats worth fighting for anymore, since it will never exist, neither will it come true. fake smiles are all for nothing. telling you im fine..all for nothing. but since it will make you less worried/happier/assured, then so be it.

im fine alright?

okay?

yeah.

like this.

im smiling see?

i hurt much more, than anytime before, i have no options left again. I wished i had some clarity to show you what i mean. this is probably the only time when im sane enough. hmm...

your prob gonna scold me again.

but whatever.

screw it.

everything happens for a reason.

but i cant find mine.

bye .

Labels: hmm.

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[[ Branched Over Me ]]

Name:Marcus Honky, Adrian Barney, Annabel Aunty! :D
Bdae:6 Nov, 9 Nov, 11 Aug.
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ONE BIG HAPPY FAMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILY!
Skool: FMSS - BLEH.
Contact: happythreefriends@hotmail.com

[[ SHORT DEDICATIONS. ]]

hmm. we first created this blog to commemorate our friendship
on the 9th august, 2009.
heh.
we love each other very much.
thats why we are happy three friends.
and one big happy family.
:D

[[ SHORT POEEEEEEEEEEEEMS. ]]

My friend is nice.
We like to play
We play together every day.
We laugh and cry
And laugh again
Because, you see, we're
Friends
Friends
Friends!
ONE BIG FAMILY.

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